God has been calling me to missions for the past 4 or 5 years. Well this semester, God started calling me more and more I mean I couldnt study, sleep, or focus on anything but that however I still made A's on test now thats God. So I went and talked to my youth minister and got this situated out in my heart and mind. That night was our Christmas thing at the B. Stacy spoke and had us write one thing we need to surrender or commit to God in the next year. We wrote these on ornaments. Well just that afternoon is when I had talked to my youth minister. And I knew what I had to write (Gods plan is perfect) and I wrote I surrender my will to God and I know missions will be a part of my life and I am available when You want me God. I didnt write all of that but thats what I said to God. Then on Dec 13, I surrendered to missions publicly at church. Also this semester I am praying about where God wants to send me this next summer. And I feel like He is pulling my heart toward, maine, the philippines, or tahoe. And yes, the phiippines scares me but I know God will take care of me and provide the money. So I am praying about where He will send me and each one deals with children. The philippines is an orphange project. I can't wait to see what God has in store for summer 2010. This spring break I am going to Reynosa, Mexico on a mission trip with the B. I also got my passport this semester (my Christmas gift). SO i am praying on where God wants me to go and how He will provide the funds. Funny thing is I had a dream about God providing hte funds for me to go to mexico and maine or mexico and the philippines. So that gave me some assurance and relief. I guess God does still speak through dreams. Well if yall would be praying for me it would be great. Thank you for all your prayers and support in the past. I will update around Feburary which is interview weekend. :)